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Nana Hageshii♥
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04 March 2010 | 15:34 ★


ohmygoshh. my results are just so disappointing. its not that i failed the papers, its just that its not up to my expectations. i told i have put in my all. but i thought wrong. maybe im just taking common test to easy, because i know that i can do better. im just so disappointed with myself. i feel that my results are deteriorating. its getting from good to bad, to me. im not meeting up to expectations. i feel like crying right now thinking about my results. im not saying that i need to get full marks for all my papers. what i mean is i could have done better. {inserts many sighs}

i've gotten back all my common tests papers, except for english.

maths : 27/40
physics : 14/20
chemistry : 18/20
accounts : 17/25
social studies : 16/30
geography : 20/30
malay : 23/50

its expected that i failed malay. but lucky for me, she's adding class test and all. so hopefully i pass my malay for this term. as for my other sujects, to me, they are merely borderline. i know i can do better. i really have to buck up on my studies for mid year. this holiday, i guess im just going to sit at home and study my arse off to catch up on what i dont know. *sighs*
someone help me get this burden off my chest ? im suffocating.

i received an award yesterday. LOL. not some kind of big award, but its shows that i put in effort to change my attitude towards my studies. i receive an award for the most diligent student for the month of january 2010. i really proud of myself for getting this award. ohh, i've been receiving awards like this ever since last year (2009). in 2009, i gotten a most improved student award, scholarship and im one of the top students in school for 'N' level. can you be any prouder than that ? we'll see what awards i get in 2010 yeah ? wish me luck. (:

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babylove, i pray that you'll get well soon. it seems that you are not getting any better. im damn worried about you. you know that without you, im nothing. sometimes, it comes across my mind that its been a long time we spend time together. i miss how you manje2 me, i miss how you put me ahead of yourself. but most importantly, i miss you alot. i miss us.
darling, i love you. only you. nobody else. {inserts many hearts}


YourBabyghurla