holla people.
had olevel malay paper this morning. it was okay, i guess.
but i bet im going to flung the paper. my mind was thinking straight.
many things were playing on my mind. *sighs*
i tried calling him but he didnt answer. he even block my call.
i messaged him but he didnt reply. there was just silence.
i gave up waiting for his calls and msg.
i gave up on whatever we had.
suddenly, just now he talked to me online.
i said that i thought that he didnt want to contact me anymore.
guess what was his answer ?
he said that he didnt give me false hopes.
he just didnt want to rush anything.
he avoided me because he was afraid i would get upset and all.
what kind of an excuse was that ?
he even said that i went for guys with bikes. puh-lease.
i told him, if im like that, i wouldnt waste my time trying to get back to him.
it just doesnt make sense. im just so devastated.
suddenly, i gave up on having any relationships.
i learn something new everyday & this is what i learnt.
" guys just come & go. why even bother ? "
i can live my life without any guy by my side.
im independent. no longer that soft-hearted girl.
be prepare people, here comes the real me. (:
YourBabyghurla